National Anthem

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Well I am very disappointed. I sang the national anthem yesterday (Jan 26 2013) at a girl's basketball game in my school. Well I sucked, I think. I sang the first time and then I messed up and then I sang again. It was slightly better but still far from how I practiced. I was so disappointed I cried so much after. It just sucks when you practice so much and then all that comes out of that is failure.

But it's okay. I guess. When I went tomy friends they were all so freaking amazingly nice to me. They all said it was really good. But I was still disappointed. My friend said "You are your own harshest critic." That is very true. I can't get that out of my head. Was I really that bad? Why did I fail like that? What do these strangers think of me now? It's just confusing sometimes. 

However, I felt so much better. I decided to hangout with my friends after the game.They helped me so much. I just forgot about the whole situation. I freaking love my friends and my family.